SP♠DE is Life Changing.

wooo! hello everyone, it's been forever since my last update. maybe some of you are wondering, what the hell is SP♠DE? no wonder, this name is not familiar in the society just yet. SP♠DE was formed in about the beginning of 2010. Actually this name was chosen by 4 founders: Irene (me), Catherine, Shona, and Ivana. From then until now we do some dance covers - korean boy/girl's dance. we enjoy doing it so much, well it is also because we love those ultracutehandsomecharmingadorable korean guys xD. So we try to do cover on their epic dance moves. The progress isnt fast and not easy, we have a special day every week to practice. usually we record it and post it on facebook or our account on youtube (i'll give the link). At first, we were terrified to post these kinds of dances on internet, since our friends and acquaintances know nothing about our passion in dancing. In addition, im not a girly-type girl who usually join in school dancing team, same with those 3 others. Eventually we decided to post it since its gonna be such a waste to just leave the record and not showing it to others, what's the purpose of dancing anyway? - entertaining humans- other people and of course ourself! we had some conflicts and troubles back then, mostly technical problems though. it was hard but worth it, why? well because we now know people do like it.

How do we know that? Actually, i dont know why, but we were crazy enough to join a dance competition in our school. IT WAS OUTRAGEOUS! IT WAS INSANE! we practiced like there is no tomorrow. we put a lot of efforts here and there, starting from the song, dance, costumes, and even makeups- it was funny, there are no members that can actually do makeups, we need helps from our supporters. Thankfully, it was all worth it. we won the competition and got the first place. it was really unpredictable since there are great dance crews in our school that usually show amazing performances and win the stage easily. we were not really confident at first, and we even put our head low when we entered the stage. i felt really blessed when i got a lot of supporters (friends actually) who were screaming like crazy when our name was called. it was shocking indeed, but it was even more shocking after we starts to groove. The screaming was so loud, i cant even heard our song, luckily it turned out not bad. SP♠DE is truly life changing, people start to know us as dancers and labeled us with it. The thing that is even more shocking is the fact that there are actually some people who want us to teach them!- SENIORS! i was like oh my god, oh my.

SP♠DE also made my life busier yet more fun, it connects me more with other people and also with my crew members. it is really a pleasure to dance with them, we have fun, we laugh, we struggle together. i really love them, i love those moments, i love those reactions, i love SP♠DE.

just like what i promised before, here you goo~ http://www.youtube.com/user/blackspade25
visit our channel, subscribe, comments, watch it! :D

with love,
Empress of Wonderlaland

Empress in Distress.

it's been hard. a month feels like a year already. why do i feel like my orientation of time is messed up? sometimes time for me moves fast, very fast. now my brother is leaving home and living by his own, but i dont feel his absence just yet, sometimes i even search for him and ask my parents "where did he go?" gosh. not only that, i've just realized that i only have less than 2 years to hang around at school! i have to think fast and decide my path later, time cant be buy or reverse so i must use it properly. Weird, but i also think sometimes time moves too slow, way too slow. It seems like a year already, but it has only been 1 month since i became a sophomore. There are also tons of test and home works to do. It seems like school is rushing to get marks, they are too hurry! we're not going anywhere, sheesh. i think that i need to post this because my mind is in error state. things that are not supposed to happen is going to happen, things that im expecting to happen is not going to happen, time past by so fast, but it also moves too slow. i dont know what's going on anymore, it became complicated and chaotic. i need some refreshments, i need a break, i need to talk and resolve. Oh God, im an empress in distress, in my own world.